I suppose this is just my way
Of reminding myself to settle down
It’s the best way I know how
To communicate with you.
Do you hear my thoughts, is it best
To take things one step at a time
Letting you know, I dream of you,
Still, every moment of every day.
There will always be time later,
I suppose; Only if I could know
The pressure will always be there
You will always be my something else.
My feelings will be love here for you
It just is and I know life is tough,
I am learn to cope with it, by myself
Hopefully in a healthy manner.
To find someone to love is a heavy thing
It’s difficult to breathe at times
It weighs so heavy on my shoulders
Stays in my head, can’t get over you.
I carry on, on my own
Born of decisions I’ve made
And those I haven’t
I’m not suppose to question
Is it irritating if I ask.
Life can be a stressful thing
It tends to overwhelming me some days
With responsibilities and choices
Sometimes I trip. Do you care?
That’s just part of life though,
Stumbling is inevitable
Living can be overwhelming
Hopefully i will get back up.
Love does’t come easy
Doing the best I can to cope with it
Not having it,
Taking one step at a time.
But I wanted you to know
You still lay so heavy on my mind
And that I still love you…
No matter what.